Despite what I can't see...

Something I heard said tonight at church that really convicted me:

We can't see God. So sometimes we promise to do things for Him and when we don't follow through, then it's not a big deal to us. Although if we promise to do something for a friend, coworker, or anyone else, we feel bad about it and care about how they feel because we can see their physical reactions to our failures.

Just because we can't see God's reaction, doesn't mean He isn't disappointed in us. He's not happy when we fail to do what we said we would do. It is important to be just as conscious to God's feelings the same as anyone else in front of us, even more!

I want God to be please and see that I can follow through with the things He has called me to do! I do
I wouldn't want to see God's face of anger or disappointment in me and even though I haven't, doesn't mean it should not matter as much!

WOW....it's been too long...

I need to be more consistent with this blog. I do have a lot to share, but I've been very busy with school.

So, let me get some things together and done and I'll be back real soon with words of encouragement, testimonies, updates, etc.

Up Late...Thinking A Lot

I'm a night owl. I stay up late, listening to music while working and/or designing. 

Here's what I'm thinking about:

Self examination/reflection...thinking about my life, what I've done, what I'm doing now, what will I be doing later on; what others see when they see me...their perception of my personality, my abilities/gifts/talents, etc. Am I using my time wisely? What's the point of...? What am I thinking so much? 

I wonder about a lot of things (whether it all matters or not), but overall is what I'm doing is what God wants me to do? Is He pleased or disappointed?

Sometimes I get discourage or really not sure about what I'm doing, although God gave me these gifts/talents for a reason. If I used what He gave me to His glory, I have nothing to worry about. I'm called to have the right attitude, intentions, and outlook. All I do is because of Him.

So I pray this path I'm on, the things I'm doing now, my goals and desires are lining up with God's will for me. It will mean nothing if it is not for God!